To be honest, working with this people before was never easy with me. Going to work was like HELL for me. It's not because I don't like them, it's simply because of me. Maybe I was just so paranoid. Don't wanna talk anyone of them nor eat lunch with them. Isolating myself away from this wonderful creatures was tormenting me. There's something with this people that I need to find out. Knowing that some of them doesn't really like me at all is like a downfall stage in my end.
There's a lot of questions running in my head.
Would they accept me since we got differences, specially with religion, culture and beliefs. Well, at first negativity covered my whole world for the first 6 months of the company together with them. Making myself believe that they don't like me is like a torment inside of me. It's like a knife cutting myself into pieces a million times. Then, I realized that I was torturing myself. But then, one time I was thinking that I can do better than this with my life. They'll be my new family now since I'm way far from home and my family.
Trying to be with them and to spend time with them was really helping me. These people aren't so bad at all. I love the way We bullied each other...make fun of nonsense little things...laughing with them until our tummy hurts was really amazing! They didn't care at all if what brand of clothes, shoes, bags, etc you are wearing. For as long as you are true to them and handle them then everything will be fine.
Friendship just bloomed between the team. You'll never expect the wonderful things that they'll gonna do for you to make you happy and survive in a world full of strangers.
That's why I can say that "everything happens for a reason, and it is destined to be."
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